The stories of New Orleans

April 10th, 2006

I could talk about New Orleans in many different ways.  There are many different ways to view the current situation down there.  It has been a little over a week since our mission team has returned.  I am haunted by the thought that the stories of New Orleans are not being told.  I am confounded by the fact that FEMA wants to close down the volunteer camps.  The recovery effort is far from over.  I would argue the emergency is far from over.  I firmly believe that the long term viability of New Orleans will be decided in the next few months.  If governments on all levels are not willing to step up to the plate, I fear that hundreds of thousands of lives will forever be scarred

I know that I am sounding melodramatic and I also realize my thoughts betray my libertarian way of thought.  The reason that I firmly believe that governments have to step up to the plate is that they have basically betrayed the people of New Orleans.   My understanding of the situation is that governments and large corporations have reclaimed large amounts of swamp, marsh, and flood plains and promised the citizens that they could safely build homes on the land.  Now that the system devised by the government has failed, people are questioning openly whether the government will be willing to spend the billions of dollars to fix the entire systems of protection.

Our federal government is willing to spend billions of dollars to maintain a military that is killing people all over the world, but the federal government is not willing to spend a lot less to protect the “American dream” for hundreds of thousands of our poorest citizens.

It is easy to openly question whether we should protect places like East New Orleans when all we hear are statistics.  What is hard to appreciate is the stories behind those statistics.  I keep thinking about the Shine family.   I keep seeing the Shine family gathered around a desk celebrating what looks like a mortgage signing.  Having the home we worked on was so important, the family celebrated the signing. 

If East New Orleans is not given adequate protection, there is no way insurance companies are going to help rebuild the lives and homes of the people who lived there without protection.  The recovery effort is far from over.  We ran into a woman who had no form of communication, had trouble reading, and was living in a mold infested room that she had attempted to clear out.  The emergency is not over.  FEMA’s job is not done yet. 

It is easy to become gloomy looking at New Orleans.  As I have said before, you do not need a tour to see the destruction.  Driving on any highway or major road will give you plenty to see.  If you visit East New Orleans, St. Bernard’s Parish, or the Ninth Ward, the destruction is incredible.

Yet, you cannot help but see signs of life throughout the city.  We saw many teams of volunteers working throughout the city.  We met so many inspirational and generous people that I know if the city is given a chance, it can recover.  The key though is that we as a nation have to decide what matters most to us.  Are we going to listen to the stories of New Orleans and help?  Or are we going to let our government just walk away from one more promise?   

Many blessings,

Andrew

We’re Back

April 3rd, 2006

Our group of nine volunteers who went to New Orleans for a week of gutting homes ravaged by Hurricane Katrina in August of last year, have just arrived home in Boston.  We’re back.  But in New Orleans, that phrase is a message of hope spread across the Crescent City on billboards, store signs, and spray-painted on homes and businesses.  Other popular phrases include “We’re still here”, “We’re coming back”, and “We won’t sell at any price.”  The spirit of New Orleans post Katrina, as they call it, is unlike any I’ve ever experienced.  Our Tyvek protective suits identified us as volunteers and every city worker, neighbor, and passing car stopped to thank us and bless us.  College Avenue UMC in Somerville, MA organized the trip through the United Methodist Committee on Relief.  We stayed at Rayne UMC in the Garden District of New Orleans.  Their generosity and compassion made us feel welcome and comfortable throughout the week.  Many people came by to talk with us and share their stories of evacuation, loss, plans to rebuild, and some, their plans to leave.  The church itself sustained moderate damage when Katrina blew the steeple off the roof and into the sanctuary.  But Pastor Callie opened the doors of the church as soon as the city reopened in October and has since hosted dozens of volunteer groups. 

Rebuilding has begun at the church, but unfortunately repairs are slow moving, as they are throughout the city.  Hundreds of businesses remain closed, many traffic lights are still non-functional, many areas are still without electric, water, and gas.  Thousands of trailers provided by FEMA fill the yards of ruined homes, but many remain undelivered or unconnected to power, water, and sewage. 

The purpose of our volunteer work was to ready homes for rebuilding by stripping the interiors down to stud walls, joists, and sub floors.  All of the homes’ personal belongings, appliances, carpets, drywall, and insulation are contaminated with mold after sitting in flood waters for many weeks last fall, and in many cases are untouched by evacuees to this day.  Our group of nine began on a three-bedroom ranch, slab foundation home in New Orleans East on Monday morning.  Throughout the course of the week we completed that home as well as finishing two others that were 60 to 70% completed and started work on a fourth.  We spent many evenings driving the cluttered streets of ruined neighborhoods, visiting other volunteer camps, and of course celebrating our week’s work in the French Quarter on Friday night.  It is impossible to describe in this letter our six days of exertion and exhaustion, joy and grief, hope and despair, compassion and gratitude.  We were just a small group trying to make a small impact.  But the impact was huge – on the communities we worked in, the people we connected with, and lastly, the tremendous impact on ourselves.  We ended our trip with a small service Saturday morning centered around Jeremiah 29, and I include parts of it here: “Build houses and settle down; Plant gardens and eat what they produce…  Also seek the peace and prosperity of the city to which I have carried you into exile.  Pray to the Lord for it, because if it prospers, you too will prosper…” [Then] “I will come to you and fulfill my gracious promise to bring you back to this place.  For I know the plans I have for you,” declares the Lord, “Plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.  Then you will call upon Me and come and pray to Me and I will listen to you.  You will seek Me and find Me when you seek Me with all your heart.  I will be found by you … and will bring you back from captivity.  I will gather you from all the nations and places where I have banished you, and will bring you back to the place from which I carried you into exile.”

Love and prayers from Beantown and the Big Easy,
Bob

Falling Stars and “We’re Back”

March 31st, 2006

I have so many thoughts and ideas for reflection that I am not sure how many I will get to.  You could say that I have a “gumbo” (a bad pun I know but that is what Rayne UMC kindly made for us last night for dinner) amount and only a small time. 

Our daily routine

Just in case you were curious I thought I would share what a typical day is like for us.  There is no set wake up time.  Everyone needs to get themselves up and do what needs to be done before we leave for the day.  Everyday two of us are assigned to make lunches for everyone.  The night before or that morning each person writes down on a piece of paper what that would like for the day.  Then two team members work quickly to make lunch.  Close to the decided leaving time, we load the two mini-vans we are renting with equipment, wheelbarrows, hammers, and other implements of destruction.  We then head  off to the site or the Recovery center.

Once on site we dress in tyvex (sp?) suits, particle masks, rubber boots, and latex gloves.  The team then grabs our implements of destruction and goes to work.  We do not really coordinate who is going to do what.  Each of us looks for a job that we think we can do and then proceed to tackle the task.  I am extremely impressed with how well my teammates work and how efficiently.  When I look at how much work they do, I am utterly amazed.

Our work so far has consisted of tearing sheetrock out, ripping out insulation, removing non-gas appliances, tearing ceilings down, removing nails from the studs (I had no idea what a stud was before I came, but they are the boards in the walls that support the house).  In essence we want to leave the house with a roof, a cement floor, possibly some tiling, and the studs.

Once we decide it is quitting time, we remove our suits, our gloves, put away our equipment, and head back to Rayne Memorial Church.  This is sort of a basic outline of what we do.  Each day is different and I also forgot to mention that we have lunch.  We have lunch.  Usually around 12:00, unless a team member confuses LA time for MA time.

Falling Stars

When we got our first assignment I was a bit disappointed.  From the very get go, we were told that we would not be able to meet the home owner.  I think all of us had really wanted to meet the family or person.  We were told not to judge the family or person whose home we were going to work on.  Yet, when we got to the site, it was hard not to.  Gary had told us about the seventy year old lady whom he had helped on the first trip.  So I sort of thought that we would have a similar situation, a poor old lady in an old home in dire need of help.  When we got to the site, it was in a middle class neighbor hood.  The home was fairly large.  I saw a Direct TV dish on the roof.  Some of the team members expressed concern that we might be working on a middle class home who may not actually need the help.  The home security system and the bars on the window did not help.  We had to remind ourselves not to judge, but it was hard not to.

As I mentioned in my first blog it was hard to see the house as a home.  As we worked on the house over the course of two and a half days though, it became more and more of a home.  We asked the family to tell their story to us over the phone.  Hearing the story of the Shine family (see Tiffany’s blog entry entitled “The Stories of Katrina”) I felt embarrassed about how judgmental I had been earlier.  While the house was fairly cleaned out, we did find personal items from time to time.  With each item I could see how the house is a home. 

What really struck me was how in one of the boy’s bedrooms, there were little glow in the dark stars on the ceiling.  Just like the little glow in the dark stars on the ceiling of two of my brother’s bedrooms back at my home in Danville.  Stars that I imagine little children put up on the ceilings all over the country. 

When my teammates tore down the ceiling, I thought about my own home and also about Mark 13.  Mark 13 is a passage about the Son of Man coming again.  I have wondered from time to time if New Orleans is in its last days.  Can a city recover from such devastation?  A person does not need a tour of the city to see the damage.  Seven months after Katrina hit, the city has many areas extremely damaged and some areas untouched.  These areas can be seen from almost any major roadway in, into or out of the city.      

“We’re Back”

We have been given a tour of the city, both officially and unofficially.  When we have traversed from one point to another, we have seen many of the sites of New Orleans in passing.  One common phrase that we see is “We’re Back,” a mantra that rings throughout the city.

A church member of Rayne Memorial UMC, kindly gave us a tour on Wednesday morning.  We looked at the Ninth ward, St. Bernard Parish, two relief camps, FEMA trailer courts, where a barge broke a levee in the industrial canal, the 17th st Canal area where another levee broke, and so much more.

The devastation is unbelievable.  We saw houses shaken, falling apart, and almost every kind of damage believable.  Looking at all the “for sale” signs and the massive damage, one could easily get depressed and wonder if this is it for New Orleans.

Yet, among the rubble, we saw other things.  One home had “Do not bulldoze, we are coming back!” spray painted across the door.  We saw countless teams of volunteers from all over the country cleaning out homes.  When we visited a food distribution center/soup kitchen, it was amazing to see all the volunteers.

Listening to the stories, seeing the work teams, and looking at the signs of hope, I am amazed at how kind humans can be and how resilient the people of New Orleans are.  Everyone thanks us for our work and everyone wants us to tell their story.  I do hope that our team is able to do that.  The people of New Orleans have stories worth hearing and have a lot of work ahead of them.

Many blessings,

Andrew

The Stories of Katrina

March 30th, 2006

As much as our job on this mission trip has been to gut and clean out the destroyed homes in New Orleans, an equally important and perhaps more significant part of our job has been listening to the stories of Katrina survivors. We have become witnesses of their stories and bearers of the Gospel as it is known and lived in New Orleans these days. Here are but a few of the stories we have heard.

Henry and Harriet

Henry was just three weeks post-op of a heart transplant when Katrina hit. As the waters began to rise in the city and in their home, Harriet realized the infected flood waters might kill her husband. Determined to get him out safe and dry, Harriet began to dig through her roof using just a kitchen knife and pair of scissors. After struggling through the ceiling and roof, she was finally able to get her husband up and out onto the roof of their home to be rescued. Now, the couple, is safe and healthy, living in the diaspora in northern Louisianna.

Wanda

Wanda had two children, a 15 year old daughter and a 17 year old son. Her son was on dialysis and needed to have access to treatment at the time the storm hit. The evacuation buses available to Wanda and her family at that time were limited to only those with medical conditions. As his guardian, Wanda could go with her young son, but her daughter could not. After agonizing over the decision of what to do, Wanda finally decided to leave her daughter at home and save her son from certain death. Her daughter braved the storm at home alone. Her family torn apart, Wanda sought life in the face of death.

Mr. Tran and Mrs. Shine

Mr. Tran lived in a middle class, diverse neighborhood on the East Side of New Orleans. As an employee for the water works he was called back to the city just two days after Katrina. With his access as a public official, he was able to go into his home before the waters receeded. With 4 feet of water still in his home, he began to gut the house by himself on his few hours off from the job. With a steady job and a salvagable home, Mr. Tran was able to come back before any of his neighbors within a five block radius. For weeks he lived in solitude in his subdivision.
Seven months later, with the monies from his insurance policy, Mr. Tran has been able to single handedly gut and rebuild his house. After the storm was over, he realized he didn’t like the way his house had been laid out and took it upon himself to re-design and re-model his home. He wanted a “fresh start.”

Mrs. Shine is his neighbor. Unlike Mr. Tran, the Shine family has not been able to return home. With no jobs for either mother or father, and no schools for their boys, aged 4 and 12, they cannot come home yet. While FEMA set up their trailer in January, the agency has yet to turn on the utilities so they can live in it.

Without adequate homeowners and flood insurance, the Shine familiy had no idea how they would begin to repair their home. Only having lived there just a year and with Mr. Shine injured on the job, it seemed as though they would not be able to rebuild.

It has only been through the relief they received from UMCOR, that the family got a head start on rebuilding their home and their lives. Unfortuantely, UMCOR does not at this time have adequate supplies of volunteers to continue to help the Shine family rebuild their home.

Sisyphus Revisited

March 28th, 2006

“Please, Jesus, just let me finish this one little corner.”

This is what I found myself praying as I shoveled yet one more bucketful of insulation “fluff” into the trashbag. It seemed no matter how fast I shoveled, the pile before me grew larger and larger. Would this ever end? I knew in that moment exactly how poor Sisyphus felt.

And yet when compared to the scope of the massive damage and destruction of Katrina, the triviality of my plight became apparent.

Yesterday, we toured the city, driving deep into the hardest hit areas. Block after block, homes lay destroyed. Stuffed animals lie scattered on lawns, mounds of trash line the medians, and the stench of mold, waste and garbage fills the air. It seems no one was left unscathed in the path of Katrina.

Much more than my own trivial task of picking up “fluff,” the task before New Orleans can at times feel Sisyphusian. The extent of the damage is beyond comprehension. When I ask folks here how many homes, how many evacuated, how many lost, people just shake their head. “Who knows?”

Block after block of devastation, mile after mile of flooded coastline, it is unfathomable. The more homes UMCOR services, the more seem to be in need. It is a Sisyphusian task indeed.

Yet, as we shook our heads in disbelief this morning, our UMCOR director reminded us this is not a sprint, it is a marathon and we will finish one day in the future. Rebuilding, reconstruction, renewal…dare I say, resurrection, comes one home at a time. As we were leaving St. Bernard, one of the communities completely destroyed by the hurricane, we saw a sign that summed up the hope of new life abounding in the city…. “We are staying! We will not sell for any price! This is our home and we are coming back!”

Are They Coming Back?

March 28th, 2006

“Are they coming back?” asked Bernadette Shine, the woman whose home we are gutting.
 

“Are my neighbors coming back?” she asked when I called her to report on her home.

Are they coming back? This is the question that rings throughout all of New Orleans. With thousands of residents dislocated by the diaspora that was Katrina, those who remain in the city can’t help but wonder, “are they coming back?” Perhaps the larger question is will New Orleans, the city itself, ever come back?

Driving from our church base to the work site, the devastation and desolation is apparent. The streets are lined with empty store fronts and boarded up windows. Piles of trash sit stagnating by the side of the road waiting to be picked up by the city’s seemingly random, roaming waste management teams. Homes bear the mark of cryptic spray painted symbols detailing bodies found, animals dead, damage done.

Turning onto Read Highway as we near the work site, it looks as if the city is in the aftermath of a great war. Whole city blocks lie empty. Broken glass, vacant buildings, toppled marques, all line the boulevard. As we approach the Shine’s former neighborhood, the emptiness and abandonment of the city is palpable. Houses stand empty and the block lies in silent stillness. There are no cars. There are no people. There are no children playing in their yards or laughing on sidewalks. A few FEMA issued trailers dot the block, yet only one has been hooked up for families to use. There is seemingly nothing.

Are they coming back?

In the midst of such complete abandon it seems that the answer is a resounding no. How could they?

Yet, looks can be deceiving. Sometimes we must look more deeply for the signs of new life which we seek. Sometimes we need to scale our vision down.

 This morning as we began to tear out the mold infested ceilings, we discovered a cache of belongings untouched by the damage of Katrina. Safely tucked in the attic we found box after box of photos, albums, children’s clothes, books, toys, even Christmas decorations. Something remained. Hope seemed possible.

As I carried each box from the attic to the back yard shed, I began to notice what was happening outside the house itself. With the boxes blocking my line of sight, my eyes turned toward the ground. At first all I could see was the refuse Katrina left behind; broken cds, plastic bags, shattered glass, even pine cones where there was no evergreen in sight. But as I walked that path over and over again, I began to see beyond the devastation. Slowly, I began to notice patches of new life springing up. First, I spied a patch of yellow weeds. Once they might have been pulled out in the gardening fervor of the Shine’s, but now, with their attentive gardeners gone, the weed was flourishing. Bright yellow flowers blossomed lining the side of the house. Next, I noticed a butterfly sitting lightly on the edge of a small purple flower. Rounding the corner to the shed, I noticed the broken down fence of their neighbors. Stepping on it to cross my path, I noticed that the fence which had once been covered in morning glories, had now spilled its blossoms over into the Shine’s yard. Looking around I could see the line of growth of the flowers in such a short time. The flowers, once kept captive by the rigid fence, now grew freely, winding their way around their neighbors shed in loving embrace. The whole back yard was teeming with life.

Are they coming back?

While at first glance it might seem there is little hope of returning refugees, there are signs…if you just look for them. Signs of hope and well-being percolate up through cracks of despair, like the yellow weeds, breaking through the concrete crevices left by Katrina.

Are they coming back?

Around the city there are signs, real, physical, literal signs that indeed people are coming back. Signs that read, “Our doctors are coming back!” “Shell is back,” “Our beignets are back!” “We are coming back!” The city pulses with the excitement and the hope of New Orleans coming back.

Are they coming back?

I met a work crew today cleaning up the debris left behind in our neighborhood. They thanked us for “just coming down to be with us” and spoke of how important it has been for them to help in the process of digging out and rebuilding. None of them worked construction before Katrina. Former hospital workers, security guards and machine operators, they now found themselves working together to clean up and bring back their city. “It helps,” one of them said, “just to work together like this. We all tell each other our stories and it helps. You know, it helps to have hope.”

Are they coming back?

Driving back from the worksite today I noticed home after home with groups of people re-building. Motley construction crews of families, friends, and children pitched in to do what they could. One block was filled with FEMA trailers, but these were not empty. Children ran up and down the sidewalks, adults pounded hammers and carried out debris. I even saw a stray cat wandering along the avenue. There is new life to be found in New Orleans.

“Are they coming back?” asked, Bernadette. “Yes,” I said, “yes, I think they are.”
 

 

Homes not houses

March 28th, 2006

The mission team from College Avenue UMC and Cambridge Welcoming has arrived safely in New Orleans.  Gary and Bob left about an hour before the rest of the team, and yet the entire team arrived in New Orleans about the same time.  Unfortunately for six of us, our luggage did not.  Due to problems at Logan, six of us were without luggage for most of Sunday.  The airline was apologetic and our luggage arrived by Tenish last night.

Most of Sunday was spent adjusting to our new settings.  Rayne Memorial UMC has graciously opened their doors to us.  The church facility is amazing.  Three showers, an incredible kitchen, air mattresses, a beautiful worship space, the whole facility is amazing.  What is more amazing is the church itself.  Rev. Crawford has been so very gracious and kind.  The members of the church have been wonderful in sharing their space with us.  I am even more amazed at how they do this week in and week out.  They are going to make us a dinner on Wednesday night and have invited us to participate in an Agape love feast, communion in the style of the first century church.

Today, Monday March 27, was our first work day.  We headed over to the Louisiana Annual Conference Storm Recovery center near Rayne.  At the center we were greeted warmly and given our instructions along with a group from Drexel University in Philly.  One of the points that was stressed the most, is that we are working on a home, not a house.

Rev. Nettleton had prepared us for this.  He told us stories about his first trip down.  The interaction he had with the lady who owned the house they were working on.  How they had to pile her memories and possessions on the curbside to be disposed of.  The great joy in finding an item that could be salvaged.  The sadness associated with burying a beloved pet.

With that in mind, I was very disappointed at first to find that we would not meet with the family.  The family is currently in Kansas City and is waiting for FEMA to hook up their emergency trailer.  When we entered the house we discovered that the family had already removed their possessions, the carpets, and some other easily removed items.  The doors and windows were open and the place had been aired out and was mostly dry. 

It was not what I expected.  I expected to be removing the family’s possessions.  I thought we would get to hear their experiences and share in them.  I had also expected to be wallowing in mildew and stench.  So I was very happy that I was not.

Our job is to remove the walls so that only the studs are left.  We are to remove the non-gas appliances and the bathroom fixtures (including the bathroom fixtures).  Our team really went at it and we have removed most of the walls, some of the roof, and most of the doors.  We removed so much in the first two-three hours of work, that we spent the next three cleaning up.  A lot still needs to be removed.

As we started to tear apart the house, I started to see the home.  Walking through the bedrooms, the closets, the living room, the kitchen, one can start to see the home.  The few possessions that we have seen make the house even more a home. 

At the end of the day, as I sit here and reflect, I must say that I am grateful that the house has been aired out.  While it was underwater and mold is everywhere, it could be a lot worse.  More importantly, I as we work on the house, we do so knowing that someday it can be a home again.  That is all for now.

Many blessings,

Andrew      

Welcome to our mission blog

March 23rd, 2006

Welcome to our blog!  This blog has been set up to share news and stories about our mission trip to New Orleans.  College Avenue United Methodist Church and Cambridge Welcoming Ministries are sending a team down to New Orleans on March 26.  Members of the team going down are Gary Nettleton, Andrew Burd-Harris, Mike Rodehorst, Tiffany Steinwert, Nancy Hercules, Tim Peters, Tom Bursey, Eric Bursey, and Bob Keifer. 


The team will be working at a house or houses and removing everything damaged by Hurricane Katrina and the subsequent flooding.  Since most of the houses were soaked in water and toxic waste for several weeks, our work will be to strip the house down to its bare foundation.  We will be working in conjunction with the United Methodist Committee on Relief and the Louisiana United Methodist Storm Recovery Center While on the mission trip, we will be “blogging” or journaling our activities.